Technology Break

Just so you know I’ll be taking a blogging and foruming break to focus on my online summer school classes and getting my priorities back on track!

Nervous on the first day of school …. ?

So just a small update – I start school today at 5 pm! No I’m not nervous LOL

Online Summer School So that I can graduate early!

yes – I know what you are thinking …. ON FRIDAY THE 13Tth ??? Yah … same here

well … I will need to update you I know. Sorry for neglecting you!!

I never thought

As I was wandering around my usual blogs, I came across one of my friends who had this link up: Blogging: Healthy

 Yah … Well this is actually a good quick read, and I am pleased to have found it because how else do I explain my blogging addiction? LOL

well, Happy surfing!

My God & the gummies

I got a pretty blunt comment on my blog post that I posted on the 3rd about why athiesm exists; Hipocrisy. Well that statement is true to me, Dc Talk and my famliy and chrisitans who try not to be hypocrites. We all know that hypocrisy exists, and its has forever. It lives in the world even where some don’t believe in God. It’s what ruins lives, it ruins reputation, and it ruins reality. People say one thing and do another. For us christians, we believe in God. We don’t have to see it, or have physical evidence when we already have been given it. Life, laughter, love, family, friends, animals, wonders, the earth, sounds, everything you can possibly imagine is God. He made it, it is his, that is proof. I don’t wake up every morning and doubt it, I don’t see my mom’s smiling face and doubt it, I don’t play with my dogs and doubt it, I don’t experience pain and doubt it, I don’t want to doubt it. I don’t – it’s in my heart, my head and my soul. It is real to me, and that’s good enough. I wish it was enough for other people.

Now, I love opinions because I wouldn’t have let my blog allow comments if I didn’t want them. So I got one that is asking me whether or not I want to approve it.

Here it is: Nice song, but false. Atheism exists because there is no God. Simple really.

Well I’m sorry, but God does exist. Wait – no, I’m not sorry – because He is great. He is wonderful and he made each and every one of us, even those who don’t believe in him.

God exists beause my gummies say so. God made me gummi bears- the best thing in the ENTIRE world. How can you NOT believe in a guy like that?!?

—- I had waaaaaaaaaaay more to say, but we had the Penguin Grandparents come in and we’ve spent the past two days with them so I’ve managed to forget these things.

OH OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!! By the way …. I worked my butt off, and it payed off. I got home last night from b-day shopping for Mama (HAPPY BDAY MAMA!) and checked my grades on powerschool – and OMG – can you believe it?!?! I finished off this year with a 4.0! Yay!

^_^ anyways off to save the world one cupcake at a time … *whispers* and then rule the planet with the Gummi Bears …. *
*supergirl*

An inspiration

One of my now favorite poems since one of my dear friends gave it to me. Enjoy – will blog about the meaning too as well soon – don’t worry.

Since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a far better fate
than wisdom
lady- I swear by all flowers. Don’t cry
–the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids’ flutter which says

we are for eachother: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life’s not a paragraph

And death I think is no parenthesis !

by Edward Estlin Cummings

Why Atheism exists: Hypocrisy

What if I stumble by Dc Talk
This is one of my favorite songs. I love it, it is amazing and it truly depicts the reality of the world today.

“The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today
Is Christians who acknowledge Jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.
That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.”

Is this one for the people? Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?
You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame
Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need Your love in their lives
Compromise is calling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?

Father please forgive me for I can not compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose on the narrow road you’ve carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes? Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise all the doubt I’m feeling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble?
Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that
You’re up against a wall, it’s about to fall
Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that

I hear You whispering my name [You say]
“My love for You will never change” [never change]

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my God